before a Buddha I Ching Lin,
bathed in quiet Fan Chang,
micro quietly in lotus blossoms on the river.
almost stationary water clear clarity.
Buddha, lotus River mapped out,
is this world of emotions.
So,
I often looked at those men and women,
laughing, crying, happy with, sad the.
I do not understand,
Why do they always laugh when the small,
cry when more than happy when a small,
sad time more.
I asked the Buddha, the Buddha said to me lovingly:
life is a living practice,
only disillusioned before you can Taichetaiwu.
I still do not understand, I do not understand the Buddha.
more time, I quietly blossoming of micro,
hear the wind, watching the rain, drunk on.
I remember that morning,
never seen the scene in front of me.
faint, blue,
gentle things lotus gently over the whole river,
love and sympathy hold me, as I usually watch the Buddha. I only remember the Buddha
whispered about her,
Nie Yuan, Nie Yuan. I do not understand the word.
I asked the Buddha what that is, Buddha, it is fog.
I asked the Buddha, what is Nie Yuan,
Buddha looked at me lovingly,
as I generally hold that fog,
I always say there is a clear day.
before a Buddha I Ching Lin,
quietly watching the world,
day after day,
watching so many people again and again in the cycle,
repeated past life the story.
I do not understand,
why when the opportunity in front of them,
they do not want to give up the Red.
I asked the Buddha,
Buddha sympathy and affection of skim the water around me,
say your beautiful bloom it. I quietly
lotus bloom in the river,
the past year by year,
off and looked dead and everything,
do not know how many years, perhaps decades ,
perhaps hundreds of years. Finally one day,
I am Buddha, I want to go human.
Buddha is still looked at me lovingly,
asked me a really good decision,
leave him to earth.
I actually do not know, I just looked at the Buddha.
Buddha softly said, is to escape the doomed Nie Yuan.
Buddha, lotus will not let me drink the river water,
let me keep this memory.
Buddha,
he would take me back.
Buddha,
when I really get a person's love, when,
to pick me back.
Buddha,
not let me taint and damage by the earth.
I was going to ask the Buddha, what is love.
holding me in the palm of the Buddha, sent me into the Red.
I became a man and a woman.
Mother told me, with me that summer,
before the big pond of the village pond
pop up a lot of lotus bud of charge,
I was born the morning, full of lotus ,
so my father named the Handan.
Mother said, the third day after I was born,
Daoxing high monks have to see me,
that I have by nature, ... Mother still saying,
be father The vision stopped.
I did not ask, I just quietly listening.
I know,
I was before a Buddha Qinglian
I did not tell father and mother.
I prefer a touch of purple,
I always think of the lotus, when the river,
I was a touch of purple.
I often recalled that Fan Chang,
breeze, quiet bamboo, the moon.
I often in the afternoon,
to the Village to see the big pond
TV drama full of lotus pond.
I remember it was a summer afternoon,
I sat under a willow tree,
Niangshuo that Willow had five hundred years of age,
I know that in fact it is eight hundred years old ,
it know that I was before Buddha Qinglian,
time every time I go,
it will talk to me,
I looked at the pool of lotus,
static quiet, as I did when the micro-like blossoms.
I remember there were a breeze,
blew my skirt fluttering,
block in my eyes, I brushed the hair,
a look back to see him,
He wore a Pathetic,
hundreds of years ago that as the fog light.
he saw me,
hands the book fell to the ground,
I forget to look back and keep looking at him.
gently until the
willow branches with its brushed my arm,
this way, I think,
Niangshui, women can not do so.
I put the skirt, hurried away.
that year, I was fourteen years old.
Later, when I would see the flowers,
was often met him, slowly,
I know, he told Green.
he always took the book,
then when I see the flowers,
he was reading, I know he also look at me,
is Willow told me.
Slowly, we began to speak,
he taught me many things,
the first song he taught me is that antiquity:
Jianjia green and white dew cream,
called Iraqi people, in the water side ... ...
he often read that,
off Guanju dove, in the River Island,
My Fair Lady, Marty. ... ...
Then repeatedly warble
could wish for, Wu Mei think clothes,
leisurely leisurely, tossing and turning.
I do not understand what that means.
I just have the feeling that morning,
like that fog was embraced.
Then one day,
he looked at me a little nervous,
stretched out his hand, said to me:
death deed in width, and sub-gracious;
your hand , and grow old.
I actually do not know, I think,
phrase words came out,
usually talk to me like a Buddhist general.
So I know,
this person is the Buddha for my election.
So, I gently,
hands on his hands.
that year, I was sixteen years old, young twenty-two.
Green said, the first career, then married.
father and mother very happy for him,
also agree with his argument.
two of wine for us to do the engagement.
I do not understand why everyone is very happy the way,
pleased with them that is not the same as usual.
Mother began to teach me something, say a woman were inside.
the day I went to see less of the lotus.
Willow told me, without me,
Hawthorn became very lonely.
loneliness, what it is, I do not know.
my life and did not change much.
In that year I was eighteen, I married young.
green to me. He always came back with me as soon as possible,
he often returned to her parents and I, Gendie chess,
your mother hurt me, not my next cabinet.
I can see father and young chess. Always let the father
Green, Green has taught me to play chess,
I can see very clever for a young father. The official Green
many, he is always anxious in the lamp Fenbi book.
I can only give his side a cup of tea, give him Surusumi.
Every time, green is always put down the pen,
hold me in his arms, put his head on my shoulder,
gently in my ear called to the water lotus,
Timberland Men Boots, water lilies. I always like to call
green water lilies, water lilies he said.
he said to me has a touch of Lotus.
everyone knows, I was originally in front of a Buddha Qinglian.
those days, I did not even thought of the day in front of the Buddha.
my day had been very calm,
but gradually, the village people began to say to me.
is Willow told me.
reason is that I did not give birth to a young child.
I was very surprised,
I originally duo Ching Lin,
Why have children?
Green did not say anything,
but I have seen him sigh.
Mother also asked me, I do not know anything.
I think is no longer calm the mind. I began to recall
lotus river in the days.
I remember that the Buddha said to me,
as long as I get a person's true love,
he would come pick me up. That is when it can be.
I asked willow, have not seen the Buddha,
willow said nothing.
I am aware,
Timberland Boots, time is running out of willow. I would like to ask the original
willow, what is love.
so I did not ask.
day, your mother to take me home,
did not say anything. Green had not returned.
I feel a bit strange,
father just looked at me and sigh,
occasionally calling my name, Handan.
I heard the sound of the joy of the village to marry,
when young as when I married.
I find it strange, but nothing to ask,
I told Niangshui, want to see the lotus,
your mother had wanted to stop me, but the father stopped her,
just told me, I remember back for dinner.
I wonder why not let me go home,
my green home,
but I did not say anything,
only nodded his head.
not summer, Hawthorn in nothing,
willow is also a lot of aging, aging,
to the world that I only learned.
color of the sun is very strange, red,
willow said, red is very sad,
sadness is what I do not know.
I remember very clearly, in the patch of red in,
green body that Pathetic,
I stitch seam for his Pathetic,
become very clear.
he flew to me, hugged me,
I am surprised, blue is gentle,
can hold me hold the hurts.
he's calling me over and over again,
water lilies, water lilies, my water lilies.
I motionless in his arms,
heartbeat just felt very strange.
raving is not clear from the blue, I know,
his father and mother because I never give birth to a young child,
concubinage so give green, blue do not want to,
His father and mother that he did not concubinage to break me. Today is the day
concubinage, but he escaped.
He said his wife, and only me.
I silently listened.
I have a strange feeling,
I stay in the green side of the days were numbered.
as I know time is running out, like willows.
later, Green is no concubinage,
his father and mother did not say anything.
I do not know what they said in the end.
I do not like to go out more,
occasionally to the pond to walk,
only see more and more feeble willow,
I could not help it.
I remember the Buddha said,
are a set number of things can not be forced.
work more and more green,
he is often hard to handle late.
I still give him tea, give him Surusumi,
he often put me in his arms,
breathe my taste.
only, we are no longer on the poetry of the lyrics.
I started under lights recalls the days of the river in the lotus.
later, sometimes green home.
he began to become emaciated.
haggard, is Willow said.
Niangshui, I lost a lot.
I faint smile on your mother, did not say anything.
In fact, I know others in the chat,
last to accept the young concubine, young father and mother in the home,
although Green was not present, or into the green can be the door.
I also know that sometimes do not come back green,
who lived in the home of his father and mother.
I started waiting for Buddha to pick me up,
Why can not the Buddha to ah.
that day, I remember it was summer,
because I only saw Lotus back.
because they do not know the green will not come back,
so I did not cook.
door suddenly rang,
I thought it was green back,
to pick him out.
who knows, is a woman,
very beautiful, wearing a pink tunic.
her eyes are red.
saw me,
her eyes and come out of a water,
she kept saying, you, are you,
you live in the green heart, has been are you,
although I have not seen you, only you can,
it possible to live in the green heart.
Because of you, I can only do his concubine,
because you,
me to marry him three years, he Lianpeng not touch me,
because of you, all because of you.
Why do not you give him a baby?
so, it can cut off my idea,
I also can not have illusions.
I did not understand,
I just kept watching the water flow out from her eyes,
I know, and what tears.
she grabbed her hair, repeatedly said,
can I love him I love him ah,
I'd rather just do his concubine,
I can not stand him touching me, and
However, he does not even look at me,
not look at me ah.
I walked up,
try her hand from her hair out of solution,
she suddenly grabbed my arm:
,
why not give him a baby?
you know,
he is called your name? water lilies.
this time, green back,
hurry to catch a look,
a pull her to me in his arms.
said to her:
Green hugged me into the house,
hastily looked at me,
incoherent explained.
I know that he is to me,
not lost if not for me,
he would not accept the name of the concubine.
he looked at me anxiously and repeatedly said:
let him calm down slowly. Pathetic
green, or I do that piece,
I slowly he smiled.
Green again held out his hand to me and said:
death deed in width, and sub-gracious;
your hand, and grow old.
I slowly reached out my hand to him,
at this time,
I suddenly heard an absence of long-Fan Chang,
I know, the Buddha came to pick me.
I watched his body slowly began to clear,
and green look suddenly become stunned,
not, is sad, he held out his hand,
want to hold me, but he can not close to me.
I finally told him the words:
before a Buddha I Ching Lin.
that year, I 24, blue three-year-old.
before a Buddha I Ching Lin,
on the river back to the lotus,
accompanied by quiet Fanchang.
I looked familiar lotus river clear,
wind Chhnang,
slender bamboo, bringing the month,
gently stretch myself.
Buddha light skim the water around me,
sympathy and affection, I take you back.
I saw the Buddha in the hands of prayer beads, less one.
first Tianshi before.
I got used to watching the lotus River,
watching world of right and wrong.
I saw green.
day in heaven, earth year,
I come back how long?
Green gaunt, right,
Willow taught me the word haggard.
or dressed Pathetic,
standing in front of the village beside the pond, watching the full lotus pond.
I suddenly felt my heart burst of indescribable,
my petals, falling the one, the lotus floating on the river.
days passed,
green a little bit of aging,
in the red shirt that I remember did not accompany
woman beside him.
him all year round, every day to Hawthorn.
me through the lotus river, shouting at him.
Buddha never said what I just looked at me lovingly.
I have only one Buddha said,
said with a rosary for me for ten years,
Nie Yuan or may not be of untied.
go green a little bit old,
I think the expansion of the heart are full,
I suddenly thought, if I were, then,
called tears will flow the water.
day, I remember very clearly,
faint, blue,
gentle fog enveloped the whole lotus gentle river,
love and sympathy hold me, hugged me as the general youth ,
I remember very clearly, the mist, the voice of a young,
gently called to me, lilies, my water lilies.
I laughed slightly, beaming in full bloom,
reveal all of my fragrance, I know,
I finally understand.
Buddha once said,
five hundred years the same boat repair, repair Millennium fellows.
we are on the river formed a lotus karma,
but we do not have enough time to repair.
sympathy and affection of my Buddha,
with a rosary to make up for our lack of time.
my brilliant bloom,
leisurely in blue mist, I love the green fog.
green falls away to go after,
lotus-like quiet clear river as ever,
river full of beautiful petals Ching Lin,
fragrance throughout the Buddha,
CD remain under a Lianpeng,
slight thrill of the.
crazy child, crazy child,
Buddha sympathy and affection of a sigh, reach out to Lianpeng.
drop as tears fall into the Buddha lotus hands,
exquisitely carved, Guanghua sparkle then, cemented a rosary
